
Mad Mel’s Mic
What If Healing Starts With Looking Back
Send us Fan Mail Season 2, episode 25 We go back through an unexpected “rabbit hole” that starts with a photo request and ends with me rereading the goodbye texts I sent when I left the police. I unpack how PTSD twisted my memory into feeling abandoned, and how those messages and my progress since then remind me I’m still moving forward. • running out of phone storage and stumbling into old messages from 2019 to 2021 • the group text I sent on my last day in the police and what it brings up • feeling like I had leprosy and why that belief made sense at the time • rereading colleagues’ replies and realising people cared but didn’t know what to say • a Mount Druitt memory and the flying fox park breaks • song of the week I Will Survive and the idea that life starts again after a career ends • sharing my story publicly without shame and how that opens new doors • a rough couple of days and being proud that I can cry and feel again • watching true crime again without nightmares and noticing real PTSD recovery • looking back to measure growth and find something to be proud of • being proud of my policing career even though it broke me You can find me on Facebook and Instagram, and don't forget to like and follow. Song of the week: I will survive by Gloria Gaynor https://youtu.be/6dYWe1c3OyU?si=whf_V8wphhUYZ5mr Thought of the week: The boy, the mole, the fox and the horse by Charlie Macksey "So much beauty we need to look after"

