
Episode #147
E147: She Had Everything — But Was Living Someone Else’s Life | Natalini
Natalini became CEO of a global nonprofit before 30. She found herself in Davos with Tony Blair, surrounded by heads of state, celebrities and some of the world’s most influential people. From the outside, she had made it. But her body was telling her something completely different. In this deeply personal episode of Perception Paradox , Natalini shares what happened when she began questioning a life built around achievement, expectations and an identity that, she eventually realised, wasn’t entirely her own. We talk about losing her father, leaving a seven-year relationship and a decade-long career, confronting childhood trauma, psychedelic-assisted therapy, taking a year away from work — and ultimately changing her name as an act of reclaiming herself. But this isn’t only a story about healing. It’s about what comes after. Today, Natalini is Co-Founder and CEO of KOKO Foundation in London, bringing creativity to marginalised communities and exploring what it means to stay deeply human in the age of AI. What happens when you stop building the life you were taught to want — and start discovering the one that’s actually yours? Guest: Natalini from Koko Foundation: https://www.linkedin.com/in/justnatalini/ About Koko Foundation: www.kokofoundation.com Hosted by Zivile https://www.linkedin.com/in/zivileeinikyte/ Chapters 00:00 Introduction - Who Is Natalini? 01:33 How They Met & The Art of Real Connection 06:38 When The Body Says No - The Moment Everything Changed 09:00 The Death That Cracked Everything Open 14:19 The Tools That Healed Her - Psychedelics, Therapy & Eboga 27:26 The Grandmother - A Destiny Imposed In Communist Bulgaria 38:48 Changing Her Name - Reclaiming Her Identity 46:57 One Year Of Not Working - The Hardest Gift 54:49 Discovering Her Own Creativity For The First Time 57:18 KOKO Foundation - Building From The Ground Up As Herself 1:09:23 AI & Human Creativity - The Collective Reckoning 1:21:30 Breaking The Model - Designing A Life On Her Own Terms 1:28:12 Final Thought - Are You Creative?






