Porn, Betrayal, Sex and the Experts — PBSE

Two sex addicts in long-term successful recovery are ALSO world-class Counselors who specialize in porn and sex addiction recovery. Drawing on 40 years of combined personal and professional experience, Mark and Steve get RAW and REAL about HOW to overcome addiction, heal betrayal trauma and save your marriage. If you're struggling with addiction—we get it. Recovery is hard. We've been there. We'll help you take the fight to your addiction like never before. If you're married to an addict—we KNOW what it's like to nearly destroy a marriage! We'll help you understand the world of your husband's addiction and begin healing your betrayal trauma, regardless of what he decides to do. You don't have to stay stuck. You don't have to keep suffering. We've made all the mistakes so you don't have to. Take back your life. Take back your marriage. Let's do this together! This is the PBSE podcast.

Porn, Betrayal, Sex and the Experts — PBSE is a health podcast hosted by Steve Moore & Mark Kastleman, with 350 episodes on record and a Required Pod Score of 80.

Steve Moore & Mark Kastleman hosts Porn, Betrayal, Sex and the Experts — PBSE, a health show with 350 episodes published.

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  Episode #352

  My Mother & Friends Think I'm Naive & Stupid for Staying with an Addict—Am I?!

  Sep 28, 202643 min

  (Episode 352) A betrayed partner wrote to us because, although her addict partner has recently become more proactive in recovery, she worries that her mother and friends now see her as weak, naive, or stupid for staying. Her mother previously left an addicted husband and later built a stable relationship, while her friends have traditionally held a strong “if he treats you badly, leave” position. That history creates enormous pressure, but another person’s path doesn't have to become hers. Staying with an addict is not automatically a sign of weakness, just as leaving is not automatically proof of strength. What matters is whether the decision is informed, authentic, and grounded in reality rather than fear, denial, pressure, or desperation. At the same time, staying cannot mean minimizing what is actually happening. Her partner’s willingness to eventually disclose slips matters, but waiting weeks or a month to tell the truth still reveals significant deficits in transparency and accountability. Real recovery is about much more than eventually confessing. It involves increasingly proactive honesty, understanding what led to slips or relapse, taking responsibility, engaging a recovery support system, developing empathy, and creating a concrete plan for change. A betrayed partner should not merely ask whether her partner is “trying”; she can look for a measurable upward trajectory in sobriety, honesty, emotional maturity, accountability, and relational safety over time. Perhaps most importantly, she does not have to decide today whether she will stay forever. Healthy commitment still includes agency and boundaries. She can choose the relationship today while retaining the right to reevaluate tomorrow based on her capacities, her values, her boundaries, and what her partner is actually doing. Friends and family may be motivated by genuine love and fear for her, and their perspective can be valuable, but they do not get to make the decision for her. Strength may sometimes mean leaving, and at other times it may mean staying with eyes wide open. The central question is not simply, “Am I staying?” but, “Can I remain in this relationship without abandoning myself, and is this relationship genuinely becoming healthier over time?” For a full transcript of this podcast in article format, go to: My Mother & Friends Think I'm Naive & Stupid for Staying with an Addict—Am I?! Learn more about Mark and Steve's revolutionary online porn/sexual addiction recovery and betrayal trauma healing program at— daretoconnectnow.com Find out more about Steve Moore at: Ascension Counseling Learn more about Mark Kastleman at: Reclaim Counseling Services

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  Episode #351

  He Spent Decades Secretly Lusting—Now He Says Other Women Repulse Him—Should I Believe Him?

  Sep 21, 202644 min

  (Episode 351) A betrayed partner wrote to us about her husband’s roughly 33-year history of hidden lust addiction and a specific sexual fixation involving women’s bodies that remained secret throughout their 15-year relationship. Since D-Day about five months ago, he has thrown himself into recovery—attending meetings, working with a sponsor and therapist, completing disclosure, doing daily check-ins, eliminating old acting-out outlets, and practicing “custody of the eyes.” Yet what troubles his wife is his insistence that he now experiences zero slips, cravings, attractions, fantasies, or temptations and actually feels angry or repulsed when other women enter his field of vision. We cannot know exactly what is happening inside him, but we believe his reaction could be sincere. Early in recovery, addicts often become overwhelmed by the damage they have caused and recoil intensely from everything they associate with their addiction. The concern is that genuine repulsion is not necessarily the same thing as mature recovery. After decades of repetitive sexual conditioning, five months represents the beginning of change, not the completion of it. Strict avoidance may be useful in early sobriety, but if recovery becomes nothing more than “Don’t look, don’t feel, don’t notice, don’t be sexual,” it can turn into white-knuckling, fear, obsessive avoidance, or shame. Other women are not the problem, and sexuality itself is not the enemy. The deeper work is learning to live in a world with attractive people and human bodies while seeing others as whole human beings rather than objects, learning to notice attraction without feeding it, and developing the ability to engage sexuality with honesty, boundaries, mutuality, connection, and integrity. For this betrayed partner, the question does not have to be reduced to “Do I believe him or not?” His current feelings may be completely genuine while still reflecting early recovery immaturity, fear, or limited self-awareness. What will matter most is what happens over time. Does he become increasingly capable of acknowledging temptation without shame? Can he distinguish noticing from scanning and attraction from objectification? Can he be transparent even when the truth feels risky, rather than insisting everything is always “zero”? Healthy recovery ultimately moves beyond fear and repulsion toward freedom—the ability to experience whatever arises internally without being controlled by it, hiding it, or turning it into betrayal. His recovery will be demonstrated less by claiming he never feels anything and more by consistently showing that whatever he does feel can be met with honesty, self-awareness, and integrity. For a full transcript of this podcast in article format, go to: He Spent Decades Lusting—Now He Says Other Women Repulse Him—Should I Believe Him? Learn more about Mark and Steve's revolutionary online porn/sexual addiction recovery and betrayal trauma healing program at— daretoconnectnow.com Find out more about Steve Moore at: Ascension Counseling Learn more about Mark Kastleman at: Reclaim Counseling Services

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  Episode #349

  His Relapses Hurt, but Ongoing Lies and Manipulation of Reality are the Real Crisis!

  Sep 8, 202641 min

  (Episode 349) Relapse in pornography or sex addiction absolutely matters, but it is often not the most fundamental threat to a relationship. The deeper crisis is what happens when relapse is followed by secrecy, lying, minimizing, withholding, or manipulation of the betrayed partner’s reality. Addiction thrives in secrecy and avoidance, which is why genuine recovery must involve much more than simply stopping pornography, masturbation, or other acting-out behaviors. Sobriety without honesty can become little more than compliance or performance. Real recovery requires increasing alignment between a person’s internal life, stated values, words, and actions—in other words, integrity. There is an enormous difference between a relapse that an addict voluntarily discloses and one that a betrayed partner is forced to uncover. In both cases the sexual behavior may be the same, but in the first, the addict is practicing recovery by choosing truth over secrecy, taking responsibility, using his support system, and allowing his partner access to reality. In the second, the old addictive system remains active: hide, minimize, avoid consequences, and wait to see whether she discovers the truth. When this happens repeatedly, the betrayed partner is forced into the exhausting role of detective and becomes increasingly hypervigilant because experience has taught her that if she does not investigate, she may not know what is actually happening. For trust to rebuild, the addict must increasingly become the person who proactively brings reality into the relationship rather than waiting to be questioned or caught. Internal motivation becomes visible when he tells the truth even when it is uncomfortable, seeks recovery because it reflects the man he wants to become, and stops trying to control his partner’s choices by controlling the information she receives. Betrayed partners do not have to offer unlimited chances, particularly when honesty has been clearly communicated as a critical boundary. Ultimately, meaningful recovery is not simply learning how to stop acting out; it is learning how to live known—moving from secrecy to transparency, image management to accountability, compartmentalization to integrity, and manipulation of reality to genuine connection. For a full transcript of this podcast in article format, go to: His Relapses Hurt, but Ongoing Lies and Manipulation of Reality are the Real Crisis! Learn more about Mark and Steve's revolutionary online porn/sexual addiction recovery and betrayal trauma healing program at— daretoconnectnow.com Find out more about Steve Moore at: Ascension Counseling Learn more about Mark Kastleman at: Reclaim Counseling Services

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  Episode #348

  Is it My Job to Educate My Addict Partner about My Betrayal Trauma & My Boundaries?

  Aug 31, 202644 min

  (Episode 348) A betrayed partner who has a history of neglect, abuse, people-pleasing, or self-abandonment may find it especially difficult to identify and defend her own wants, needs, and boundaries after betrayal. She may feel compelled to logically justify every boundary, educate her addict partner about betrayal trauma, remind him to work recovery, and provide affection even when she does not genuinely feel safe or connected. But recovery requires a healthier division of responsibility. While the betrayed partner should communicate her unique experience and tell her partner what creates or destroys safety for her, she should not have to become his teacher, therapist, recovery coach, or primary source of motivation. For the addict, lasting recovery must progressively shift from being partner-driven to internally motivated. Fear of divorce, consequences, or a partner’s anger may initially bring someone into recovery, but those external pressures are rarely enough to sustain long-term change. The recovering addict needs to develop his own reasons for becoming honest, emotionally mature, empathetic, and sexually healthy. Part of that responsibility includes proactively educating himself about betrayal trauma, integrity abuse, deception, relational safety, and the impact his behaviors have had on his partner. A betrayed partner can certainly share resources or explain what resonates with her, but inviting him to learn is very different from carrying responsibility for whether he actually learns and changes. This same principle applies to boundaries, affection, and sexuality. A betrayed partner does not need an airtight argument before she is allowed to say that something feels unsafe, nor is she obligated to provide physical affection simply because her partner wants it. If affection feels like self-betrayal, slowing down may actually benefit both partners by allowing the betrayed partner to reconnect with her authentic self and giving the addict an opportunity to examine whether his desire for affection is rooted in healthy connection or unhealthy codependency, reassurance-seeking, entitlement, or emotional regulation. Ultimately, healing becomes possible when each person takes ownership of what belongs to them: the betrayed partner discovers and expresses her authentic voice, boundaries, wants, and needs, while the addict takes responsibility for his recovery, education, empathy, and growth. For a full transcript of this podcast in article format, go to: Is it My Job to Educate My Addict Partner about My Betrayal Trauma & My Boundaries? Learn more about Mark and Steve's revolutionary online porn/sexual addiction recovery and betrayal trauma healing program at— daretoconnectnow.com Find out more about Steve Moore at: Ascension Counseling Learn more about Mark Kastleman at: Reclaim Counseling Services

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  Episode #347

  Can my Partner with 2 Decades of Porn Use & Years of Secrecy & Lying Genuinely Recover?

  Aug 24, 202643 min

  In Episode 347, a betrayed partner who recently ended a three-year relationship asks whether her former partner can genuinely recover after more than two decades of compulsive pornography use, high-risk sexual behaviors, drug-fueled acting out, and extensive secrecy and deception. Her central concern is not merely whether he can stop acting out, but whether someone who has spent years lying, denying, withholding, and creating an alternate sexual reality can ever become trustworthy. We explain that sexual betrayal often creates a uniquely profound injury because it strikes at the intimate agreements upon which a romantic relationship is built. The sexual behaviors are devastating, but the lying, gaslighting, and “secret sexual basement” can fracture a partner’s entire sense of reality, leaving her questioning not only him, but her own judgment, worth, memories, and ability to trust herself. We believe genuine recovery is absolutely possible, even after decades of addiction, but recovery cannot be reduced to simply stopping pornography or other sexual behaviors. Sobriety is the starting point, not the finish line. True recovery requires the addict to address the larger patterns surrounding addiction—secrecy, emotional immaturity, shame, reactivity, avoidance, entitlement, and disconnection—and replace them with honesty, vulnerability, empathy, accountability, and proactive transparency. In cases involving extensive deception and major unknowns, rebuilding may require a professionally facilitated disclosure process, appropriate verification, daily transparency, consistent recovery work, and the addict taking the lead rather than forcing his partner to drag him through the process. Trust should therefore return gradually and in proportion to sustained evidence, not promises, apologies, or short periods of sobriety. Finally, the fact that recovery and restored trust are possible does not mean every relationship should or will survive. Sometimes the accumulated damage is simply too great, and the betrayed partner must assess not only his capacity to change, but her own capacity, boundaries, needs, and willingness to participate in rebuilding something she did not destroy. She also does not need to remain in an unhealthy relationship because she fears he might someday recover and become a better partner for someone else. Love and desire alone are not enough; compatibility, capacity, emotional maturity, and consistent action all matter. The goal is not to recreate the pre-betrayal relationship, because that relationship can never simply be restored. The real question is whether both people can build something new—one grounded in truth, healthy boundaries, sustained recovery, safety, and authentic connection For a full transcript of this podcast in article format, go to: Can my Partner with 2 Decades of Porn Use & Years of Secrecy & Lying Genuinely Recover? Learn more about Mark and Steve's revolutionary online porn/sexual addiction recovery and betrayal trauma healing program at— daretoconnectnow.com Find out more about Steve Moore at: Ascension Counseling Learn more about Mark Kastleman at: Reclaim Counseling Services

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