Episode #4
Blessed Are The Peacemakers | Forgiveness, Forbearance & The Healing Process ft. Ayobami Sanusi
She said the salvation prayer at 12 years old. It took her 10 more years — and a complete breaking point — to actually mean it. In this episode of The Yadah Podcast, I sit down with Ayobami for an honest, layered conversation about identity, forgiveness, discernment, and what it really looks like to walk fully with God after years of living in two worlds at once. If you've ever said the salvation prayer without meaning it, struggled to forgive someone who hurt you, or wondered how to hear from God in your relationships and decisions, this episode is for you. Ayobami shares her story of growing up in an interfaith household, giving her life to Christ as a preteen without it changing anything, and the decade that followed — searching for safety in friendships, achievements, and relationships before finally surrendering everything at her lowest point. We talk about what she had to unlearn about her own identity, the difference between forgiveness and reconciliation, the danger of what she calls "unnecessary healing," and how to actually discern the voice of the Holy Spirit in relationships, hurt, and hard decisions. This is a conversation about the long, often messy process of really knowing who you are in God — not the version people present online, but the real, sometimes painful work of healing and discernment. Find The Yadah Podcast everywhere else: https://beacons.ai/yadahpod Have you ever had a "10 years later" moment — where something finally clicked after years of going through the motions? Share it in the comments below ✅ Subscribe to The Yadah Podcast and turn on notifications so you never miss a new episode: https://www.youtube.com/@yadahpod?sub_confirmation=1 ――――――――― Video Chapters: 00:00 Guest Testimony 05:50 Finding Purpose Through Missions 09:00 The Struggle of Letting Go 14:30 Understanding Identity in Christ 18:55 Navigating Hurt and Forgiveness 25:17 The Process of Letting Go 27:09 Understanding Forgiveness and Reconciliation 29:33 The Role of Discernment in Healing 31:46 Navigating Relationships with Wisdom 37:14 Building a Relationship with the Holy Spirit 39:24 The Law of Honor 43:15 Gratitude for the Nature of God ――――――――― Follow The Yadah Podcast on social media! TikTok ▶️ https://www.tiktok.com/@Yadahpod Instagram ▶️ https://www.instagram.com/yadahpod ――――――――― #TheYadahPodcast #ChristianPodcast #FaithJourney #Forgiveness #ChristianIdentity #DiscernmentAndFaith #HolySpirit #ChristianWomen #ChristianTestimony #FaithAndHealing #SpiritualGrowth #ChristianLiving #ForgivenessAndHealing #WalkingWithGod #InterfaithFamily Tags: christian podcast, christian testimony, forgiveness and faith, discernment holy spirit, christian identity, interfaith household christian, christian healing journey, walking with god, christian young adults, faith and forgiveness, ayobami testimony, unnecessary healing, christian discernment, spiritual growth journey, yadah podcast, John 16:13, Proverbs 24:17
